Till There Was Me

I am going to leave a mark. If It's to be, it's up to me.

Monday, February 14, 2005

Happy Valentine's Day?

February 13, 2005

  • Youth Conference list of participants due, should be collected from all the wards
  • Spent the whole night chatting with a friend who was celebrating his birthday (this is the reason I wasn't able to review for OS)
  • Town fiesta - heavy traffic!
  • Theo outline due, but I wasn't able to do it.
  • Just found out that the CD with the captured videos for our ITM project wasn't working. And it's due Tuesday!

February 14, 2005:

  • Woke up at 7:30. My class starts at 8:30 am, so I left at 8:10. Thanks to the new flyover in Katipunan, I arrived at about 8:40.
  • Theology 10-page paper due
  • Book borrowed from library due (which I forgot to bring, so I'll pay overdue tomorrow - 'wag naman sana matanggal pangalan ko sa graduation program dahil sa illegal parking violation at overdue books)
  • Crammed for CS exam
  • 2-hour OS exam
  • Submit Theo outline to e-group
  • Worked on OS program
In short, harrassed ako this Valentine's Day. The only nice thing about today? Sabs gave me a rose: Singles Awareness Day daw. Hehe.. sana walang mag-react. :)

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Charge to Experience

Guess what? 2 more weeks to go before I totally leave the Ateneo, and what did I see when I returned to my car this afternoon at the SS parking lot? An illegal parking sticker! Darn. I used to park at that spot a lot of times before and this is the only time I got a ticket. And I have to pay Php500 before finals week so that I could get cleared. I cannot believe this. I have violated the color coding scheme of the MMDA so many times but I never got caught. And then I ended up getting a violation ticket inside school. Argggh! This is one long day, spent doing a reflection paper for History and doing our OS project.

Kainis talaga. Ralph and Bianca were supposed to follow us on our way to UP to watch a film for History. Then I saw that stupid note on my windshield. So they just went ahead. Kakahiya talaga. I thought we were already late for the film so I drove faster. Then when we arrived there just a few minutes after five (it was supposed to start at 5, according to our History teacher), it hasn’t started yet! And guess what? It will start at 6 pm and will end at 9:30. Three and a half hours for a one page reflection paper? No way, Jose. So Des and I ended up eating at McDo Katipunan and going to QCPIR to do our OS project. What a waste of time, and precious gas. Malas talaga.

Anyway, there were few bright spots today:

  • I was able to furnish a History paper in an hour.
  • Bianca gave me a wristband which I really liked.
  • I got a pretty good grade in our Theo test.
  • Des and I figured out the bug in our program, although it’s far from being finished and ready for submission.

But nothing could ruin your day like a Php500 illegal parking ticket. :(

Monday, February 07, 2005

Girls, read this! :)

To all of you who will read this, here's a question for you. Have you ever felt that you've been used? Argghh! Have you ever felt that you've wasted a lot of time, spending it with your so-called friends? I did. Here'a a very mababaw example, but to my so-called friend, if you happen to pass by my blog (which I doubt), I hope it cuts deep.. Haha, brutal ba? Just when you're really happy that he's called because you've missed out on a lot of things, he'd say, "Can you please look for this in the web? I don't have internet access e." Ako naman, tanga-tanga, hanap naman ng serial ng game. Nagka-virus pa PC ko, buti na lang may Norton... Then he'd call back, I give him the crack, and then someone calls me on my cellphone.. Sounding really depressed because of the cellphone conversation, he'd ask, "Ok ka lang?" And then I'd rant. Useless. He just said, "I'll call you later, I'll just be doing something important". Yeah, right.. as if I don't know. He's probably already installed the game, and can't wait to play it. Guys talaga! Yabang niya, pirated naman 'yung CD. Hehe.. anyway, to all my girlfriends.. if you have guy friends out there, be sure they won't exchange you for Need for Speed Underground 2.

Friday, February 04, 2005

Time Flies, Fast!

Two Sundays ago, our stake president talked about how the earth revolves faster than ever, and that is why time seems to fly so fast nowadays. I think Ateneans would most likely believe that, seniors in particular. Graduation day seems so near, yet so far. Because between now and then, we have to squeeze in all the oral exams, long tests, projects, defenses and other deadlines that we have to meet. Plus the tests and series of interviews that we have to go through in applying for a job. And I thought I could relax after graduation! Funny, but when I enrolled in the Ateneo, I though job hunting would somehow be easy. On the contrary, I think it isn't, especially now - competition is so stiff! But compared to a lot of people, they say we have it easy. Having worked in a company for my summer internship, I was able to mingle with different kinds of employees, even contractual ones. Like this girl that I got along so well with. She told me how hard it was for her to find a job after graduating from a school somewhere in Manila. She told me how she and her friends walked the streets of Ayala Avenue and Makati Avenue, and handed their resumes to all the buildings and establishments they would pass by. But she ended up with a recruitment agency where she still had to pay a fee just to get a job. I guess that's, well, LIFE. Two Sundays ago, I taught the young women in our Church that WORK should not be taken as a burden. One of the great prophets of our Church once said, "Energetic, purposeful work leads to vigorous health, praiseworthy achievement, a clear conscience, and refreshing sleep. Work has always been a boon to man. May you have a wholesome respect for labor whether with head, heart, or hand". I reflected on that profound statement and realized, "Oo nga noh, I would rather work than pig out in the house, doing nothing really productive". Plus, I would be able to help my parents in a lot of things when I start to work. Naks, ako ba 'to?

Last Thursday, Marvin and I went to DOT once again for our IS Plan. The road where we usually pass by to go there was under construction so we diverted from our old route. On our way, I happened to pass by my old school (O.B.M.C. Sta. Ana) where I spent my elementary days. It was almost 10 years since I last saw that school. An overwhelming feeling came over me. The school seemed so small, but back then, it seemed so big. I remembered how we used to tell duwende stories at the school's backyard and play ten-twenty, chinese garter and piko on the school grounds. Well, that's another proof that times is flying fast. Parang kahapon lang, ten-twenty champion ako... hehe.. This March, I'll be another person, hopefully, as I step up another stage in my life.